Imgine.

2010-05-19T03:12:00.000+08:00

Buhbye. It was fun while it lasted.

2009-08-22T06:01:00.002+08:00

I find it mind boggling that people actually still come here. Haha.

I'm going to do a few shoots over the next few weeks so I promise I'll try my utmost best to post some of my new material on here. Keyword is TRY.

First time I'm up till 6 in a long, long time. It's a bit liberating. In some sense.

Fuck.

..

2009-07-26T04:37:00.001+08:00

R.I.P. Yasmin Ahmad.

A massive lost to Malaysia and Malaysians. Unfuckingbelievable.

I, personally, will miss you.

Too long..

2009-05-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello my friends..

How long has it been since we've had a game against those horrible, horrible cunts of such magnitude and importance?

Hell, how long has it been since we've had a game against ANYONE of such importance?

When was the last time you could say out loud or under your breath, "I fucking hate United" and felt that fire burn in you?

It's been too long.

Tonight we have to get together as one. We must. We must sing the songs of the Arsenal -- whether you know the words to it or not. We must get behind the team we love.

And remember, no matter what happens, it's always fucking ooh to be a Gooner.

FUCKING COME ON YOU GUNNERS.

IF WE GO DOWN, WE GO DOWN FUCKING FIGHTING! COME ONNNNNNNN ARSENAL!

2009-04-27T08:00:00.001+08:00

Whoever tells you Jesus was God's only son is a liar.

Explain who the fuck Andrei Arshavin is, then.

Diggy diggy diggy.

2009-04-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

...said the boogy said up jump the boogy.

Trying something new here.

I loike.

HULLOW!

2009-03-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello!! I just realized I haven't had a picture of me on MY blog in ages so here's one of me on my 21st birthday with my lovely girlfriend Audrey.

Taa-daa!

First few minutes of being in club 21.

Woohoo.

Everything tastes better..

2009-03-30T02:25:00.004+08:00

I am tired. But here I am.

My blog is fucking shit.

If you're reading this, truly, from the deepest depths of my heart, I want to thank you. Thank you for being so completely lifeless to keep coming back.

There's been an improvement, though, if I may say so. I think there's been more content in the last 2 months compared to the whole of last year. Honestly think so.

Whatever. Here are more boring car shoots. Going for a TopGear style of photography. Loads of vignetting.

*hint hint nudge nudge*

Was going for a bit of a TopGear magazine page look for the last one.

Again, *hint hint nudge nudge*.

If you have a nice car and would like me to shoot it (if it's a really, REALLY nice car in which case it would be 'give me the honour to shoot it') do drop me an e-mail at foo (dot) brian (dot) lu (at) gmail (dot) com.

I'm just kidding bout that last bit. I need the practice.

Peace out, cuntos. Have a good day.

Saving my place as life forgets..

2009-03-28T11:43:00.002+08:00

Doing a shoot in an hour. Should be good.

Edit.

Done with one. Thought I'd share.

Earth Hour soon.

Doom imminent.

Edit.

Earth Hour has came and gone.

And I didn't switch off a fucking electronic in my room.

Yeah, you heard me.

I know they all look the same but gimme a break. I'm only just getting a hang of it, you cunts.

Hope you lot like it as much as I do.

Peace.

EARTH HOUR!!

2009-03-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

I'm not going to be switching off anything during Earth Hour. Anyone who does is a fucking mong.

Right let's all switch off our shit at home but WAIT -- how bout we also hold a concert that probably takes much as much electricity as not turning off our lights in conjunction with Earth Hour!?

Mmhmm.

Thought so.

Vroom vroom.

Not my car though. Nabil's brand new JCW.

Dayamn.

BTW.

Ooh to, ooh to be, ooh to be a -- GOONAR!

Hello, Bob.

2009-03-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

Did this for fun this evening.

Original.

Attempt to copy the MINI-style advertising.

Thought I'd share it with you lot. I like it. I hope you cunts do too. If not, well, too bad.

Cunts.

DISCLAIMER: I DID THIS FOR FUN. PLEASE DON'T SUE ME. OR SHUT ME DOWN.

LIKE GUTTERPOST.

2009-03-22T11:29:00.002+08:00

Heaven holds a sense of wonder.

And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up.

When the rage in me subsides.

...

In this silence I believe.

2009-03-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

Pull Over.

2009-02-22T16:42:00.002+08:00

m alexander c.

a t s v.

Ready. Set. Fashion.

2009-02-19T09:37:00.002+08:00

Tonight.

2009-02-15T18:00:00.004+08:00

What the fuck?

I dunno how, but my fucking account was temporarily hacked.

To those who received nasty comments from my account, erm, well, hate to break it to you but it wasn't me.

Oooh, how some of you would've loved for it to be me. Cunts.

Edit.

Hahahaha. Having read some of the comments that were posted by "me", it's actually pretty funny. Bastard. I got a feeling I know who it is already.

If any of you received nasty comments, leave one here and I'll be sure to get rid of it. Or you can do it yourself if you're not a lazy fuck.

2009-02-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

Wah. Who would've thought my work would be displayed on so many sites.

Thank you all, thank you all. I am very proud.

I have also recently got a fucking awesome job offer. It's magnificent.

The sky is darkest before the dawn. We are well and truly in the dawn.

The rebellion has begun.

2009-02-10T18:33:00.001+08:00

Hello. :)

2009-02-07T04:46:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt the sensation of feeling both pure ecstasy and the need to completely pass out at the same time?

I'm feeling it right now.

And the feeling of ecstacy wins.

I wanna show you up.

2009-02-04T17:10:00.001+08:00

2009-02-03T03:23:00.001+08:00

Finally.

I feel fucking liberated.

Fucking hell that took forever.

2009-02-02T03:48:00.003+08:00

something somewhere is still wrong.

-------

Edit.

Yeah.

That's what she said.

2009-01-31T16:45:00.003+08:00

a t.

Edit.

nn. mm.

What you can't see about the first shot is she's actually a good 60 feet (?) in the air on the rooftop of a house in Glenmarie on a very slippery and wet surface due to rain. So daring.

I was pissing my pants.

2009-01-19T02:16:00.003+08:00

The timing is so perfect.

The timing couldn't have been any better.

The timing is immaculate.

Fuck you.

But also, thank you.

I can finally fucking see again. Haha.

2009-01-15T02:21:00.004+08:00

Tsk tsk tsk.

You nastttty.

2009-01-13T04:10:00.001+08:00

Close your eyes

Clear your heart

Cut the cord.

Are we human?

Or are we dancer?

2009-01-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl.

2009-01-02T03:32:00.004+08:00

Best night of 2009: January 1st.

That's final.

Awesome music, shitloads of booze and being around your best friends. By best friends I mean people I love with all my fucking heart and to make the transition into 2009 - adding another year to the many, many years we've known each other just makes it oh so special.

2009 has started off on a really high note - long may it continue.

Happy new year, cuntos.

Let's make this year THE year, eh?

BRING IT ONNNNNNNN!

2008-12-30T03:13:00.002+08:00

2008 was one of the HARDEST years of my life to date. No question about it. Lessons were learned, hearts were broken, hopes were shattered, friendships were broken, friends were lost and the list goes on and on.

But as the saying goes, the sky is darkest before dawn.

From the broken pieces of my heart I forged a stronger heart, from my shattered hope I forged a stronger hope, broken friendships were mended and are stronger than ever, friends lost are no longer mourned as we know they are smiling upon us.

As cliche as it sounds, what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

Fucking bring on 2009.

Have a good year, everyone.

Cheers.

2008-12-29T03:25:00.001+08:00

In times like these..

Only one thing can save you.

The bass.

2008-12-28T00:56:00.005+08:00

One after another. I am on a roll.

I am hurting the most important people in my life.

I am the weakest I have been in a long time.

I need my pillar of strength. I really do.

I am so fucking depressed.

I really, really need my pillar of strength or I WILL fucking tumble.

Now.

2008-12-26T02:25:00.005+08:00

It's like having to give up something you know in your heart will be special.

It's like wanting to go on when you know your best just won't be enough.

It's like walking through thorny vines but knowing at the end of it all it'll be worth it.

It's like breaking up with someone you never had.

So much for a Merry Christmas. Worst Christmas I've had in 20 years and it includes those Christmases that I didn't even bother celebrating.

Feliz navidad, you cunts. I hope you lot had a merrier Christmas than I did.

What a shit Christmas. Happy Birthday anyway, Jebus. Hope You had a proper good time up there.

I can't believe how many times I've stepped in the same pile of shit.

"It took the death of hope to let you go."
Slipknot - Snuff.

When you kill the hope of someone who has the fucking word HOPE tattooed onto him, you're really something.

2008-12-24T18:40:00.001+08:00

Season's greetings, cuntos.

2008-12-19T02:27:00.002+08:00

I have fallen in love.

I have fallen in love with the art of inking.

I have fallen in love with the art of sanity-keeping-pain.

2008-12-18T12:40:00.001+08:00

It's all gone tits up and it ends today.

Har.

NUM NUM NUM

2008-12-18T03:31:00.002+08:00

oh look.. a beer!

lets drink it so we dont feel the fucking pain!!!!

FUCK YOU.

Father why have You forsaken me?

2008-12-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

leavem out with the waste

thus is not what i do

its the wrong kind of place to be thinking bout u

its the wrong time but i got no excuse

is that alright

give m y gn away whe n its loadded

is htat laoght

if dont shoit how m i spsed 2 load it

Achtung

2008-12-17T05:03:00.000+08:00

Calling all "boiling points"

Please report to wherever the fuck you're meant to be

Cus all "boiling points" are missing

Hello?

Mahfahker.

2008-12-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

Dear Berjaya Insurance,

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY INSURANCE CLAIM APPROVAL?

Dear Joo Auto,

FUCK YOU.

Dear stupid curb on Jalan Dang Wangi,

I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WANT TO RUN OVER YOU AGAIN BUT DOING THAT WOULD MEAN I LOSE MY CAR FOR ANOTHER MONTH.

I want my car back.

NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!

Hah ha. My blog is so, so fucking horrible these days.

Sorry.

Cannot. Be. Arsed.

Whisper words of wisdom..

2008-12-09T01:37:00.001+08:00

Let it be.

THIS IS THE BEST ONE YET.

2008-12-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

THIS IS DEFINITELY THE BEST MSN MASS MESSAGING VIRUS TO DATE.

AS YOU CAN SEE I EVEN ACCEPTED IT!! OMG.

SORRY CAPS.

2008-12-05T01:08:00.001+08:00

APRIL FOOLS!

You can't expect a bit of hope.

2008-12-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Stone Sour - Through Glass

I have only felt like this twice in my life. My whole 20 years of living, only twice.

Once earlier this year when my mother fell ill. Scared the fucking shit out of me.

The second, right now. I'm feeling powerless, idiotic, pathetic, guilty and most of all upset.

As the great Homer Simpson once said, "trying is the first step towards failure, so don't try.".

Fuck shit.

I ACTUALLY feel like CRAP.

Fucks sake.

2008-12-01T03:53:00.000+08:00

Just let your fears go

You might find your way back home

Let your fears go

You might find that you’re not lost

Just let your fears go

You might find your way back home

Let your fears go

You might find that you’re not alone

I just want back in your head.

2008-11-30T01:45:00.002+08:00

Listening to: DJ Tiësto - Back in Your Head

2 days ago I did a shoot. I've never felt more 'bleh' about a shoot. Ever.

My friend, TKY, is organizing an event at Mardi Gras on Christmas Eve and I was to shoot several girls for his poster and flyers so yeah. Erm, if any of you are interested in going for the Christmas Eve event, tickets are RM35 if I'm not mistaken.

Jingi
Chrislyn
Suatlay
Natalie
The shoot being bleh had nothing to do with the girls. They were absolutely fabulous. It's just that I hate doing work I don't like. And I don't like doing non-artistic shoots. I got into photography because I love art and I just get a bit annoyed when I have to do shoots with no art direction whatsoever.

Dunno if anyone gets what I mean but yeah. Bleh.

Something told me to stay..

2008-11-27T04:22:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

You know I was blog hopping earlier and I noticed how kids these days are way too mature for their own good.

You see kids starting the bad habit of smoking at what, 14? Hardcore drinking and clubbing at 15-16? Drugs before they even grow pubes? Sex before the guys even develop sperm?

It's pretty mad man. Sure, my first time clubbing was when I was what, 15 or 16 as well but WTF I didn't go bloody stark raving mad and went clubbing every single week. I actually stayed off it for a few years and only restarted very recently.

And I'm actually ready to quit already cus I feel it's been taking a terrible toll on my physical and mental health. Plus, it's also against His will. Chehhh..

Seriously..

I can't believe I'm in a position where I can say these 3 words and actually mean it.. And I'm only 20 this year.

Tsk tsk tsk..

Kids these days.

2008-11-24T16:40:00.005+08:00

"Wenger said: "Fabregas will be the captain, permanently. I do not have to explain to you why.""

Fucking. Excellent.

Cesc Fabregas - Captain of The Arsenal.

Time to wake up lads. Time to fucking wake up.

BRING IT ON!

Edit.

CESC

CAPTAIN

Snore.

2008-11-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Snore.

No car.

Snore.

Friends are all busy.

Snore.

Stuck at home.

Snore.

Internet's being a bitch.

Snore.

Insanity kicking in.

Snore.

Really bored.

Snore.

Seriously bored.

Snore.

Happy birthday, blog.

Snore.

Someone save me.

Snore.

I miss Bob.

Snore.

Seriously going mad.

Snore.

ARGH.

OMG.

I am so bored it can't even be real. It just can't. There's no way God would allow one of his creations to experience such a high intense level of boredom.

2008-11-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

Jebus tomorrow's my blog's 3rd birthday.

Jebus.

How have I been able to maintain such a steady flow of visitors, I will never know. With the amount of shit that I spout on here.

Thanks, all. Means a lot to me that you guys keep coming back. For absolutely nothing.

Hahahaha.

Cheers!

(Customary) You cunts.

Weeeeeeeeee..

2008-11-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

Supercharger: Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

*gear change*

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

*gear change*

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Tyres screech..

Me: Oh fuck.

Crash.

Poor Bob.

Collateral damage?

Airbag burns.

Thrown out of anger. Haha idiot.

Bleh.

2-3 weeks out. Poor Bob.

2008-11-16T05:42:00.001+08:00

MH

2008-11-13T00:20:00.007+08:00

Enjoy.

Bob is sick.

Give my gun away..

2008-11-12T02:24:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Damien Rice - 9 Crimes

I have not felt so much numbness in me for a long, long time.

All I want to do is wake up.

Wake up.

Wake up and realize it was all a very bad dream.

It's the night. It does things to people. Fuck the night. The night amplifies one's emotions. Happy people become happier, drunk people become drunker, passionate people, well, get more passionate.

Sad people become suicidal.

Fuck off.

2008-11-10T11:45:00.001+08:00

No more hellfires.

And please,

No more gunfire.

Dance4Life.

2008-11-03T02:59:00.001+08:00

CONSCIOUSNESS.

2008-11-03T02:58:00.002+08:00

STATE.

2008-11-03T02:58:00.001+08:00

WELCOME.

Let's see you say it straight to our face.

2008-11-02T12:48:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Stone Sour - 30-30/150

Ok, I'm supposed to do a favour for my friend, Kimberly, because she's so kind to me and she's so nice and all that. Ha ha ha.

Can the lot of you please go pick up your mobiles and vote for her for the Female Mag Top 50 Most Gorgeous thingamajig? So sorry Manda Choe, I don't mean to take sides, I didn't even want to get drawn into this but.. :( Haha.

FM 50G 42 (yourname) (your IC) (slogan)

Minus the brackets yourself.

We're even, Kim. Haha.

The hate was all we haaaad..

2008-10-19T15:42:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Slipknot - Psychosocial

Amazing what 3 pictures of a girl can do for your page views.

Pervy cunts.

Tsk.

What will you do when your system fails?

2008-10-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Slipknot - All Hope is Gone

Ok one last one because I actually have a story to tell!

See that girl? Her name is Marshella. I actually met her ages ago.. It's just that I don't remember. Haha familiar?

Remember this girl?

She was the girl with Jeen in the Freedom post. Haha the Amanda Choe lookalike. Never thought I'd ever put a name to the face.

Funny funny.

Sink your disease.

2008-10-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

Just one more before I completely disappear. Haha.

-

2008-10-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

More to follow. Someday.

Happy happy joy joy.

2008-10-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

You know how sometimes something you own is really crap and really pisses you off but when it's time to say goodbye you get really sad and nostalgic?

I had one of those things.

And I had one of those moments.

Today.

Out with the old..

..and in with the new.

Fuck. Yes.

Note to Bob the Proton: I'll really miss you. Though you were the biggest pile of wank I've ever had. I've had good times with you. *wipes tears*

I remember blood and rain.

2008-09-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Stone Sour - Made of Scars

You bleed just to know you're alive.

I'm quite happy with it. Problem is now it crowds around my HOPE and it contrasts with it a bit cus the HOPE has rounded edges. I've gotta go sharpen the edges so it doesn't look so contrasted. Can't wait for my next one.

Yes, it hurt like a cunt.

I did my time and I want out.

2008-09-23T01:54:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Slipknot - Psychosocial

I can't stop listening to this song. It's not even funny anymore. I'm so addicted to it.

So anyways, last night I suddenly felt this surge of inspiration run through me - something I haven't felt in the longest of times - so I called up a few mates to teman me to Putrajaya to shoot a bit.

So um, this and that, lazy to go into details, I came home with about 50 frames. Yes, all the way there and only 50 frames.

I felt like I did ok, I thought I had 1 or 2 decent shots.. Until I came home to review the pictures.

Fucking hell, I am so fucking stupid I make the stupidest guy in the world, whoever that may fucking be, look like Einstein. I didn't clean my lens. My lenses are, for lack of a better description, fucking filthy.

So my pics are a bit blur here and there thanks to the fucking dust specs.

So annoyed. One moment of inspiration and it's ruined by the simplest of shit. Schoolboy error.

I'll still post the pics though. Soonish.

Packaging subversions..

2008-09-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Slipknot - Psychosocial

Ok so that episode's over. We're done with that chapter. It was long, it was tough and it was hard but we got through it fine so all's good.

What doesn't kill you only etc etc.

I think I need to revamp my blog. And actually start updating. I've been taking photographs but I feel none of them deserve posting. I dunno, not been too creative lately.

Not sure if I ever was to begin with.

'Till next time then, cunty cunts.

Not anytime soon though, I'm guessing.

What am I supposed to do?

2008-09-03T04:47:00.001+08:00

I am absolutely positively depressed.

I am so, so, so fucking upset.

I am an idiot.

I'm sorry.

Open up your heart..

2008-08-21T04:06:00.005+08:00

Listening to: David Guetta - World, Hold On

I'm not sure what to feel here.

Things just aren't the same anymore. The Invincibles are well and truly gone.

We're signing mugs and cunts in the form of Gallas and Silvestre now.

Oh Arsenal, where for art thou?

Can you feel it coming?

2008-08-11T15:02:00.004+08:00

Rattle the cage,

Flicker the light,

This kind of love keeps you up all night,

You know something ain't right.

Can you feel it come coming?

Can you feel it come here it comes.

Ouch.

2008-08-08T00:15:00.003+08:00

What happens when you attempt to shave in a higher state of mabukness?

Yup.

Fucking idiot.

A whole chunk of meat. A whole chunk.

Edit.

Just checked my statcounter.

Can't believe people actually still come here.

Hahaha. Nothing better to do.

2008-07-28T04:26:00.003+08:00

Damien Rice - Accidental Babies.

Listen to that song when you are feeling SLIGHTLY sad and you may as well put a gun to your head and pull the trigger.

Hereeee we go again.

2008-07-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

Listening to: James Blunt - 1973

Just how fucking annoying is it that everyone in the cinema goes mad when Edison Chen makes his 5 second cameo in the Dark Knight?

Like WOW OMG EDISON CHEN. What? So what? Almost the whole world's seen his willy already (not proud of it) and yet they make a fuss when he appears on screen for 5 seconds.

Numbnuts.

2008-07-20T05:16:00.001+08:00

WHAT?

Damien Rice will be the death of me.

2008-07-16T13:55:00.001+08:00

Damien Rice - Accidental Babies

Well I held you like a lover

Happy hands and your elbow in the appropriate place

And we ignored our others, happy plans

For that delicate look upon your face

Our bodies moved and hardened

Hurting parts of your garden

With no room for a pardon

In a place where no one knows what we have done

Do you come

Together ever with him?

And is he dark enough?

Enough to see your light?

And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?

Do you miss my smell?

And is he bold enough to take you on?

Do you feel like you belong?

And does he drive you wild?

Or just mildly free?

What about me?

Well you held me like a lover

Sweaty hands

And my foot in the appropriate place

And we use cushions to cover

Happy glands

In the mild issue of our disgrace

Our minds pressed and guarded

While our flesh disregarded

The lack of space for the light-hearted In the boom that beats our drum

Well I know I make you cry

And I know sometimes you wanna die

But do you really feel alive without me?

If so, be free

If not, leave him for me

Before one of us has accidental babies For we are in love

Do you come

Together ever with him?

Is he dark enough?

Enough to see your light?

Do you brush your teeth before you kiss?

Do you miss my smell?

And is he bold enough to take you on?

Do you feel like you belong?

And does he drive you wild?

Or just mildly free?

What about me?

Hold me closer..

2008-07-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hold me closer tiny dancer

Count the headlights on the highway

Lay me down in sheets of linen

you had a busy day today

Haha oh shit.

2008-07-13T18:26:00.003+08:00

Yes, I heard.

No, I'm not retracting what I said.

I dunno what's worst, me with egg all over my face or the girls losing to the guys.

The world just ain't right no more.

I blame it on global warming.

Time to forget about the past.

2008-07-07T20:58:00.004+08:00

Listening to: 30 Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie

Hello, sorry I've taken so long to edit the pics. Here are the first batch. The model's name is Dilian. I just realized I didn't take any pictures of her with the black backdrop. Shitballs.

I took a lot of portrait shots of her so I'm not gonna bother posting them here.

Will do either Rachel or Cindy next.

Edit.

Ei.. Here's one I don't remember editing. Probably a half-done job cus the composition is completely off.

But he doesn't want to read the message..

2008-07-02T12:56:00.004+08:00

Listening to: 30 Seconds to Mars - From Yesterday

Yesterday I went to the studio with 3 girls and 3 guys. We did a little shoot for fun. It was fun. I am in no mood to type so here's one picture I really, really like.

Dilian is her name, I believe.

I will post the others up when I can be bothered. Look out here and here for the pics. They might be less lazy than me. They probably are.

Look in my eyes. You're killing me.

2008-06-28T04:00:00.001+08:00

Please don't complicated..

2008-06-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

You know, I've always been proud to tell people I'm from Sri KDU.

I always felt there was this little advantage in telling people you're from Sri KDU rather then BU4 or something that.

Not anymore.

Are you fucking kidding me?

The worst part is I actually recognize some of the faces there.

I've got an idea for a great finishing move!

Why don't you guys set yourselves on fire?

So beautiful, beautiful..

2008-06-24T01:55:00.003+08:00

Listening to: 30 Seconds from Mars - A Beautiful Lie

Getting inked this week. Getting another tattoo on my right forehand. This time it's the inner side.

Provehito

Altum.

Latin for 'to march into greatness'.

Can't wait.

Also, my dream now is to spin at Space.

Yes, yes it is.

A Beautiful Lie.

2008-06-20T01:52:00.003+08:00

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL

LIE.

The post I lied about.

2008-06-18T02:36:00.004+08:00

I lied.

Ha ha.

Edit.

Listening to: Alter Bridge - Blackbird

The reason I did not update yesterday is because I had big plans for these pictures.

I wanted to give them a proper post-processing. I want to play with the saturation, play with the contrast, give it a tint, maybe do some B&W work.

But now..

Fuck it lah.

I have no really edited any of my pictures that isn't for work so I really can't be bothered. I think they look fine the way they are. Though I'm sure they would look cool after some PP, I just cannot be arsed.

These pics are of random items in and outside my room. Or house. Yeah.

Fuck! I keep forgetting I can't blog with Safari. Safari is fucking shit.

Great.. Wait.. Let me load Firefox.

Hello.

I am on Firefox now.

Stupid Safari won't let me copy-paste.

So. Here they are. Some macro fun.

Okie dokes. Off to have lunch in 15 now. Auntie June!! Num num num.

Bye.

Ascend may you find no resistance..

2008-06-17T04:03:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Alter Bridge - Blackbird

Man, any other Inains heard about Pn. Asiyah's passing earlier this year? Pin told me about it yesterday and it was a bit of a shocker. Pin said Jo told him. If it's a hoax then it's all on Jo, the horrible lying-about-teacher-passing cunt. If true though, RIP Pn. Asiyah.

You were a proper scary teacher but until today I raise my right hand instead of my left. Even when calling the mamak machas. You were a huge part of my primary Inai memories. Kicking Sugan's bag off the 2nd floor, showing up right in front of Kok Yew when he was 'spying'. Good times, good times.

Anyways, I was bored just now so I decided to whip out my dust-collecting 80mm macro lens and play around with it.

You know what? I actually had fun.

It's been awhile since I had fun doing anything photography related. Up until 30 minutes ago, all the photographs I took were either for work or for cunts. Not much fun.

Here's one picture. Of my eye. I promise I'll update tomorrow cus I think the pictures turned out quite nice.

It's 4:07 AM so I really can't be arsed to do it tonight.

Ironic how just a few days ago I was out of shit to post on here. Tomorrow, I promise.

Again, RIP Pn. Asiyah (though late it's better than never and if true, if not, Johan's going to hell).

Goodnight, peeps. Have a good one.

Here we are now..

2008-06-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Switchfoot - Awakening

Ah man. I've completely lost the will and interest to blog. I dunno why. I was looking through my archives and I cannot believe I once had so much to update about. I partially blame my dSLR for my lost in interest. I dunno, carrying an SLR everywhere you go isn't much fun.

Boo.

No update. Just a rant.

Don't think there's ever going to be another decent update.

Goodbye cruel world.

Armin is a God.

You are a cunt.

Aaaah.

2008-06-13T03:04:00.001+08:00

Listening to: Armin van Buuren - Intricacy

Interview.

In.

Few.

Hours.

Pissing.

Pants.

You've made it clear now, this is the end.

2008-06-12T02:58:00.001+08:00

Listening to: Armin van Buuren - Fine Without You

If there is a better trance album out there right now, I'd like to hear it. Absolutely amazing stuff by Armin.

Duuuu..

2008-06-11T16:41:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Armin van Buuren - A State of Trance 355

I've found the remedy for insomnia.

Somsins Box Set and 2 bottles of Storm flavoured wodka.

Last night was the fastest I've ever fallen asleep in ages. Earliest I've slept in ages as well.

Auto Bavaria interview this Friday.

Shaking in me bones.

Sweet mother of van Basten.

2008-06-10T04:37:00.000+08:00

The Dutch are going to win it. You heard it here first.

World Champions? World Champions of some diving competition, more like. Stupid cunt I-ties.

! -- ! - ! -- !

2008-06-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Armin van Buuren - A State of Trance 353

I was in Space for the first time last night. I know, damn late but fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me.

Got there at 11.30 and the place was EMPTY. Damn disappointed, seeing how many people were talking about it. So we drank. Drank. Drank. .. Drank,... drunk. drunk. drnunk.

Hahaha.

And by 1.30 the place was PACKED.

Jesus I love Space. The music there is amazing.

Fuck RnB. House all the way.

What are we supposed to do?

2008-06-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Listening to: David Guetta - Love is Gone

Tonight, we drink until we can no longer walk.

Tonight, we forget it all.

Tonight..

We piss off the balcony again.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Fuck. Yes.

Mabuk time. Space, here I come.

I am so.

2008-06-04T02:06:00.002+08:00

I am so, so annoyed at like everything right now.

But I have a special ability.

When I am annoyed, I suddenly have the power to annoy everyone else around me.

Who is awesome?

I am.

Who is annoyed?

I am.

Edit.

Newton Faulkner - Dream Catch Me is one of the genuinely most beautiful songs I've heard in ages.

Fucking fantastic.

Gives you the nice feeling in your stomach.

Almost making my annoyance at the world go away.

Bam bam bam bam bam bam!

2008-06-02T03:38:00.002+08:00

Listening to: InQontrol 2008

Today I had the worst fucking hangover ever. I dunno what I drank, I dunno how much I drank, I dunno till what time I was drinking but fucking hell. Woke up at 4 PM thinking it was 10 AM.

I have never slept until 4 PM in my life.

Watakuan.

Just felt like blogging that so fuck you. And you. And you.

Note to self:

Bronx.

Omar is damn fucking stupid.

Kangaroo.

Har.

No there won't be any updates anytime soon so don't hold your breath, peeps.

What you neeeed..

2008-05-28T13:54:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Nic Chagall - What You Need

Hello. Today, I am here to update my blog. With pictures. From Freedom.

Hahahaha. Woohoohohooooo so up to date!

Anyways there won't be much text cus I don't wanna kantoi anyone. All these people who don't exist.. My imaginary friends..

..

Harneeways.

Met How Liong and Isa at Maccer's Centrepoint at like 12 or something.

That was about the only time I used my dSLR on the trip.

We chilled for like hours before the rest of the PEOPLE WHO DON'T EXIST!#! arrived. We had 3 cars. Mine and 2 rented cars. Left PJ around dunno what time, can't remember. Arrived at PD at dunno what time, also cannot remember.

We were staying at Seri Malaysia or something. What a shit wank place. It was like.. Hell.

As soon as we arrived, we unloaded the booze. Oh man. We had like 100 over cans of beer, a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of woddywodka. Mmm. Wodka.

I'm not even exaggerating when I said we had 100 over cans of beer. We had so much booze. I knew I was in for a hell of a time.

After unloading the booze and our luggage we chilled in the room. And started drinking.

What's that? Platinum cabana? Oh.. Hahaha..

Isa and Daryl.

Isa.

Braler How Liong. I honestly dunno who are the girls on the bed. Just some people tagging along or something. Anti-social as anything.

How Liong and I went to a mamak next to our place. Wah damn crap la the food. I dunno how people live there. The food is so crap. The only reason I'd live there is cus I have the license to walk around topless no matter what day it is. Haha. And it's pretty windy lah, living by the beach and all.

Still. Crap food.

Daryl and HE WHO SHALL NOT BE NAMED went to makan after us and after that, off to Admiral Marina we went.

Oh wait, before that, we downed like 6 beers each. We opened up the cans, poured shedloads of whiskey in it and downed. No effect. Repeat. No effect. Repeat.

Oh just how I was gonna regret that later.

We drove there in 2 cars. When we got there, it was pretty crowded already. Bumped into Cher Jeen! She joined us cus her BF was there with his friends or something..

I don't really remember.

Because the alcohol was starting to kick in.

Went around and said hi to my friends who were working there as fast as I could and into the rave we went.

And then..

..

..

..I don't remember.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh man. I remember the night in like bits and pieces.

I remember going to our super nice cabana where we got a free flow of beer and mineral water. Taking beer out for the non-cabana people. CHEH. Check me out. Haha.

We were so drunk. So, so drunk. I remember Traffic, I remember Lethal Industry.

Haha there's a funny story bout Lethal Industry. Apparently there was this Indian fella standing next to Isa going "LEGAL INDUSTRY! LEGALIZE IT! LEGALIZE IT!"

HAHAHAHA. Oh shit damn funny.

I remember He's a Pirate because I absolutely love that song. I remember Adagio cus I remember we went back in to look for HEWHOSHALLNOTBENAMED. I don't remember Ferry Corsten at all.

I remember drinking and drinking and drinking.

It was fun.

Anyways, pictures.

..That I don't really remember taking.

Jeen and braler.

Howie and myself.

Isa.

Jeen, moi, How Liong.

Jeen and I.

Dunno what's this.

Jeen layaning the music.

Jeen and Soraya.

Uh, lights?

Isa and Jeen.

Oh the next 2 pictures are good. I don't remember them at ALL. I remember waking up the next morning going through my pictures thinking "Who the fuck?"

Then I thought "Oh.. Manda Choe.."

"Eh.. no.."

"Eh.. YES lah..".

Then I showed a friend and she was convinced it was Manda Choe also.

Then we saw the next picture.. "Ok not Manda Choe."

Wah. Being hungover and a bit drunk and everything. Damn confusing.

You be the judge.

Manda Choe..

Not Manda Choe..
Hahahaha. Anyone have any idea who she is?

Anyways, here are more pictures.

Jai Mamanschki!

Me, How Liong and Soraya.

Soraya, me, How Liong.

Daryl Hard-o Gay.

The Man.
We got back to the hotel at like what, 5? Totally fucked crashed man.

DAY 2.

Day 2 started with a drunk Isa waking me up at 10 AM. Can you believe that fucking psycho?

10 AM and drunk already. God.

All I wanted was to sleep man. So I went back to sleep while they went and started drinking. Crazy.

Woke up again at like 4 then joined them and drank drank drank. Damn drunk.

Reminder for self and those who were there:-
HARD GAY WOOOOOOO!
Spider Man. HAHAHA.
Boyband.
Puke on aircond.

Oh man. So much fun. Almost too much fun.

Went to beach for a bit then makan then Freedom day 2!

I made it a point not to get fucking shitfaced this time.

Same drill. Rave rave drink drink. More people in our group this round though.

Oliiii was there.

So was Nick.

I had a lot of fun. No where near as much fun as the previous day though but still fucking fun. We were standing next to the speakers so the music was being pumped right into my veins. Amazing night.

What a closing by Tiesto. Closed with Adagio.

His encore was even more amazing. If I'm not mistaken (I was tipsy but not drunk), he closed the whole show with Elements of Life. What. A. Rave.

Went back to the hotel. Crashed.

Woke up early the next morning, checked out and went for lunch at KFC. Haha.

Left PD.

Saw the biggest road sign on earth.

Well I'm not blind you know.

What a trip.

Loved it.

Still not over it.

Next update will be Nat leaving at KLIA. Haha. When I have the time. So lazy to blog.

I am strong and you ain't heavy..

2008-05-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

Listening to: MAFU - Here In My Home

Today was one of the scariest days of my life. I came home from DP to find my external HD disconnected from my laptop.

So I plugged it back in and switched it on.

*click on*

Nothing.

*click off* *click on*

Nothing.

My HD was dead.

I was damn damn scared. I rushed to Digi Mall to see what they had to say about it. When I got there they couldn't tell me the problem. They said prolly adapter burnt. So they tested it and all.

But they didn't know my HD was synced to a Mac so they told me that my HD was gone. When a HD is synced to a Mac it looks like it's empty when you plug it into a PC, for your info.

I wanted to kill someone. Then I remembered the whole synced to Mac thing. There was hope yet.

I bought a new casing, brought it home, tested it and YAY IT FUCKING WORKS!

I've got 80 over gigs of pictures in my HD, imagine if I had lost them all. Wow. I wouldn't know what to do with myself.

The drive home from Digi Mall was the longest 5 minutes of my life.

I love to exaggerate so fuck off, you cunts.

WOOOHOOO WORKING HARD DRIVE HOOOOOOO! HARDO GAY OKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!

Aaaaah hah!

2008-05-21T13:30:00.003+08:00

Listening to: DJ Tiësto - Elements of Life

I'm soooo not over Freedom yet.

And erm. Hello.

I know I have like loads to update about. But I can't.

I really wanna update on Freedom but some people are making it really hard. They don't want to exist etc. HOW DO I UPDATE WHEN I'VE GOT PEOPLE IN ALMOST ALL THE PICTURES NOT WANTING TO HAVE THEIR PICTURES POSTED! HOW!!

That is my question. To you.

I have like TONS to update man. The next post will be picture packed.

But I haven't got internet at home. So I'm sorry. Hahaha. Aiyo my blog is so dead.

Don't give up on me guys, keep visiting! Muahaha my false hope plan is working..

Shuddup.

Until next time. I swear I'll update before the month is over. Hahaha.

Adios.

Edit.

That is simply amazing lah. Makes me so proud to be Malaysian.

Nice one, you usually horrible cunts.

2008-05-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

Mr Tijs Verwest, I have a funny feeling that you may actually be a God.

What a weekend.

I'll update soonish.

FREEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!

Off.

2008-05-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

Off to get Free now peeps.

Do call if you guys are going.

I seriously hope this doesn't end up like Recharge.

Here's to 2 fucking awesome nights!

Freeeeeedooooooommmmmmmmm!

The last.. city.. on.. Earth.

2008-05-07T03:47:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Donkey Rollers - The Last City on Earth

Before I die, I have to go fucking mental to Donkey Rollers in real life.

2 days till Freedom.

I love them Donkey Rollers.

I'm getting more and more exposed to all these guys cus..

..I am learning to DJ and my sifu is asking me to download every single damn thing I can find.

Haha yes, I am learning to DJ.

Fuck off.

Did I mention that before I die I want to watch DR live?

Ah crap.

2008-04-28T03:41:00.002+08:00

Ah man. There goes another one.

As you all probably already know, tomorrow one of my bestest best buddies Nutty is leaving the country. She's going to Canada to further her studies. Booo.

I'm just really going to miss her. I've only known her for what, 6 or 7 years and I've gotten so close to her it's just so sad to see her leave.

I'm just thinking bout all the memories I've had with her and most of it are so funny.. Here are some to refresh your memory in case you've forgotten them, Nutty. Haha and also for your reading pleasure la. I'm not just poking fun at you or anything.

I'll never forget the band times. Man that was one roller coaster ride. I remember when I told you my iPod had a new voice activation technology and you believed me and spoke to my iPod. Hahahahahaha. I remember coming to look for you cus you were soooo upset at I can't remember what at Aman Suria. I remember my first ever photoshoot with you in your room and we stuck newspapers all over the wall. Hahahaha! Aiyo there's just so much.

Gossip sessions though. Those were the best. Hahaha. Gossiping with Nat is the only way to go. No one else comes close.

Aiyah. I'm so sad to see you go la Nat. I wish you all the best and I seriously hope you have fun there. You probably will though, living with Jason SHaaaaaah. As I'm typing this you're bugging me to finish up your blog. I'm so gonna miss that too. Hahahaha.

Aiyo ok lah. Bye bye Nat. Have a safe flight and God bless. Do come back when you can.

Hahaha Nutter. I'm going to bed soon. Gotta go to KLIA tomorrow. I hate going to KLIA so much.